Wynter Jayme King

Why my daughters name is Wynter

Before I knew the gender of 4th baby I had just lost my God sent mother, who lead and feed me in Christ

The woman in me was fine, but the broken little girl inside me was devastated, my god mother's death broke my heart, my spirit and cracked my soul and my skull, I begged , God to make me whole

I was on highway 279 north and I finally mustered up the courage to take my life, the pain was so crucial, i was leaking blood from a very deep painful pass & childhood and now the death of the only person who ever showed unconditional love was dead , her love was like healing ointment, her presence filled the room with such a sweet aroma

The pain was overtaking me more then my faith I later found out I was wrestling grip from hell.

But anywho I texted my husband and told him how painful it was being me and how I was going to run into a 18 wheeler and take my life

He called and he texted but I couldn't answer, the calls or text , but as I proceeded the voice of God told me to name her wynter, and instantly joy overtook and purpose infused me .

So I agreed if it's a girl I'll name her wynter

When I look back it was for the sake of our family's Faith